Wednesday, January 11, 2012

In the end nothing even matters

Theres a saying in the acting community, "the show must go on".. I guess tours true for everyone but me. Tonight my co-creator and friend dropped out of a show I am producing because she can't consign this project when my basic needs aren't met. I tuned her out once she began too mention my children's needs not being met. As if she knows anything about it, I declined to respond. And what else should I really have expected from her? our from anyone for that matter? There has yet to be a person inside my familial life that has said anything positive regarding my artistic pursuits. Their answer is always just go to vegas as soona possible. Don't try to start here.just go. Just go.. And stop that is what I will do.originally I had concocted a plan to dio the show within a month and gio to vegss after. Now at the end of that same day,i find myself exhausted fighting the negativity around me.all I wanted to dio was perform.but I guess its not for me to do if I can't even have the super of my friends behind me.

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