#18(Venus) [draft]

I don't know what it is but
I can't put it down
Within the word written
I feel a connection,
to something bigger than us
Divine inspiration
Perhaps we were muses in a past life
Or nymph
I feel universes within you
There's more to this book than just the cover
I want to
Read on

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#16 (My Scarlet Letter)

Worse than anything I hate is when I am made to feel that I am crazy. I hate it when people make me look & sound like a liar because they don't want to believe the truth. And because I lied ONE time, I am now branded forever with it on my forehead. Everything you don't want to believe becomes a lie. My actions become sneaky even though they are honest & just spontaneous. It just makes me see where I stand for real. Where I am I will never again be free without distance. I will always be seen as a lying. & adulterous because its what you want to believe. And so with that I give up. I'll do what ever her wants. Cause I'm not playing any games and I'm tired of trying to love someone who never existed in your eyes. I'm tired of trying to heal her. So if you ever catch a glimpse of her again, tell her I said bye.
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